Friday, March 9, 2012


I read a couple of blogs and one of my favorites is Pacing The Panic Room.  I love the way Ryan writes and his pictures are amazing.  Today he has featured a video which truly inspired me.

With everything going on with Jordam sometimes I have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning.  For some reason this time has been harder than the other two.  When she was lying in a hospital bed dying I dealt with it much better.  Maybe because I knew we would fight it and I knew she wouldn't die.  I knew our strength and her courage would keep us going.

When she developed the problem with her eyes I thought it was just a little set back.  Nothing major, better than seizures and something we could beat.

This time I was thrown.  I was not prepared to find out that something new was wrong.  I was finally letting the walls down and thinking everything was going to be okay.  I'm not saying it won't be okay, it has just taken me longer to get over this new set back.

After watching this video I know we will get through.  The inspiration this man brings in amazing.  I love inspiration things and wish that I could inspire people in the way this man inspired me.  I want to thank him for reminding me that we are the only ones that hold ourselves back.  We are the ones in control of our lives and destinies and we can take control back, instead of wallowing in the misery we have come to know.

I hope you all watch and become as inspired as I have.